i keep waitin for a change but i dont know what
i need something new wether it be a new friend a new place a new lifestyle. im so bored with myself its almost depressing. but i dont like depressing so it isnt really. i dont really go out anymore. or do anything, i want something new anything at all
its kind of scary that i need a change so badly. will i always be like this? im never goingt o be happy with myself im sure of that.. but will i really need to move away or find new people every year or so? i wouldnt want to do that to myself. like this whole senior year crap. i would love to go to that highshool in St. J for my senior year. its amazing. its like fucking hogwartz!! but do i actually want to keep separating myself from people
im annoying
its kind of scary that i need a change so badly. will i always be like this? im never goingt o be happy with myself im sure of that.. but will i really need to move away or find new people every year or so? i wouldnt want to do that to myself. like this whole senior year crap. i would love to go to that highshool in St. J for my senior year. its amazing. its like fucking hogwartz!! but do i actually want to keep separating myself from people
im annoying