Oh man.
Haven't posted in a very long time. That's probably a good thing since ALL of my posts appear horribly depressing. I don't think I've changed all that much... I think looking back on those posts is eerie... I didn't think I was that depressed!
UPDATE: MOVING TO CALIFORNIA, FACT OR FICTION? I don't know... I know a good deal of people who have moved out there and enjoyed it. I need life experience to grow up. I can't dodge the feeling I'm still a child. I suppose we're all SOMEONE'S child. I don't feel like I'm maturing at a good rate though. My mind is fragmented, on some days it's a done deal that I'm going there, on others I lose face and think of staying here. I will make my decision by summer, I will save my money until then, and ask around work about transferring my job there.
Motivation eludes me. Love, hate, apathy, anger, vengeance, wealth, knowledge. Humanity, family, brotherhood, fatherhood. We will know these words in time, son.
PS- someone was complaining I don't take pictures of myself anymore so I took one and made it my default user pic. The old one of candlejack was just... creepy.
UPDATE: MOVING TO CALIFORNIA, FACT OR FICTION? I don't know... I know a good deal of people who have moved out there and enjoyed it. I need life experience to grow up. I can't dodge the feeling I'm still a child. I suppose we're all SOMEONE'S child. I don't feel like I'm maturing at a good rate though. My mind is fragmented, on some days it's a done deal that I'm going there, on others I lose face and think of staying here. I will make my decision by summer, I will save my money until then, and ask around work about transferring my job there.
Motivation eludes me. Love, hate, apathy, anger, vengeance, wealth, knowledge. Humanity, family, brotherhood, fatherhood. We will know these words in time, son.
PS- someone was complaining I don't take pictures of myself anymore so I took one and made it my default user pic. The old one of candlejack was just... creepy.