Mar 27, 2004 08:35
Okay things turned out better than i thought they would. I went to the lecture. It was really interesting. I learned alot about anarchist communism and sindaclism and stuff like that. The lecture was put on by this group call NEFAC North Eastern Federation of Anarcho-Communists. There was this other group that showed up... (as dominic states shows up to all their meetings and lectures to cause trouble) They're almost like the same thing but they're more cult like... Yeah there was a lot of tention. If I had extra time i'd probably join the group it seem really really interesting. But there were alot of negative things weren't brought up that i'll probably talk to Dom about later. But afterward he kinda apologised about not being able to hang out and promised me some time next week but he's going to busy for the rest of april which means i should be making myself busy too... Sometimes it just seems like school isn't enough of a distraction. Sure i get alot of work but most of it is mindless work. Just designing. Once you have your concept it's childs play... But anyway after texting dom yesterday i guess he had a better understanding of where i was coming from and I found out where he was coming from. He's still interested he's just busy with tons of things right now. He just wants to get to know me for now and hang out. Which is what i want too. maybe i was jumping the gun a lil bit but it's good to communicate and know where we stand you know?
Anyway my mom is pressuring me into telling her what i'm doing all the time. This morning on my way to work she was like "Who do you talk to at night so late? Why are you so secrative? I was doing more than you are at your age. Why don't you feel you can confide in me? Why don't you want me to speak to all your friends? What if something happened to you i wouldn't know what's going on.
My answer to that is:
#1 You're crazy
#2 Like you're giving me the fifth degree now my friends don't deserve that from you
#3 You don't need anymore control over me than you already have
#4 For the most part one of my friends know what i'm doing especially if its a lil risky so if something does happen somebody can pretty much figured out what happened.
#5 You're fucking INSANE!!!
#6 I don't want to lose my friends because she's crazy... If they don't get frightened by her she'll push them away. She likes to take things away when you like them just because she can.
Yeah i think those are good enough reasons and while i can probably think of a few more i've gotta get going to work L8r