Oct 14, 2006 21:29
But I'm depressed and filled with foreboding. I feel - broken. Diminished. Dark. I haven't felt this way since I worked the overnight at Macy's.
I feel like drinking. A lot. And not because I want to have fun. But to feel less.
I know better, though.. Won't do it.
Nothing's happened that I know of. Unless you count my friend Tony's passing last weekend - he was younger than I.
An wtf - I just heard two loud 'bangs' outside. Sounded a long way off. Lotta people went outside.
DAMN! Much bigger boom! Shook the apartment!
Things are strange here. Very strange.