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let's just say the yellow roses that light up my background dont even come close to the yellow roses kyle gave me yesterday for our 7 month anniversary. after all the sadness thats been going on in these past few days, they were a sweet reminder of how much he loves me. i felt like i wouldnt be able 2 have good days 4 a while, but yesterday was such a good day, and today isnt too shabby either, although w/ all the preparations going on i cant help but be reminded of the loss. tina will be here tomorrow, which is awesome b/c i need my big sister right now. i really wish it wasnt under these circumstances, but at least i get 2 see her before christmas.

ive decided after sticking my face in my yellow roses lke 50 times that they r the best smelling flowers ever.