Aug 20, 2005 15:40
It still hasn't hit me that I'm finally a senior.
All these people that I've known since I first came to highschool...we're all seniors.
No one else is above us anymore, save the teachers and faculty.
I can't believe I might be moved out in a little over 5 months.
Everything I'm feeling right now is confusing me.
Lonliness. Frustration. Complete regret. Embarassment. Distrust. Hurt.
...yet at the same time. I know what I have.
I'm thankful. Loved. Trusted. Hopeful. Forgiven. Lucky ... Better off without him.
Today is one of those days that is far too quiet to leave me alone in. Too much time to think. To reflect on the mistakes I've made...I wish more than anything I could go back.
I wish I could tell you everything.
I love you guys. Have a good weekend.