I want butterflies again...
So I'm bored...I'm waiting for my straightener to get hot...
This whole Senior thing is starting to freak me out...I mean, I havent ever been the big kid on campus...I've always had at least someone above me, you know? I've always been the little kid, and now we have class of '09 coming in...really? I mean, really? lol MY sister is going to be a sopomore. she'll be 16 in September. I'll be 18 in January. Eighteen.
This growing up thing is just starting to hit me. Its hard to believe that this time only NEXT year I will be packing up and getting ready to move out of this horrible little town I've finally learned to call home. I guess I'm ready to get out. I need to see new things...meet new people who I won't piss off...start over, I suppose you could say. I need a new town with new sights and new experiences where no one so much as knows my name or where I come from. Its time to forget everything in the past...every mistake, every slip of the tongue, every broken heart...and just start fresh. Of course I'll keep the wonderful friends I have here. Its just time to move on. I can't be one of those people that lives here forever, and ends up marrying and getting retired here. I couldn't do that.
I guess I'm done ranting now. I'm just tired of crap. I guess I'm tired of messing up. I'm tired of having people know my reputation before they even know me. This is bullshit.
I love yall, have a good weekend.
-erin
This whole Senior thing is starting to freak me out...I mean, I havent ever been the big kid on campus...I've always had at least someone above me, you know? I've always been the little kid, and now we have class of '09 coming in...really? I mean, really? lol MY sister is going to be a sopomore. she'll be 16 in September. I'll be 18 in January. Eighteen.
This growing up thing is just starting to hit me. Its hard to believe that this time only NEXT year I will be packing up and getting ready to move out of this horrible little town I've finally learned to call home. I guess I'm ready to get out. I need to see new things...meet new people who I won't piss off...start over, I suppose you could say. I need a new town with new sights and new experiences where no one so much as knows my name or where I come from. Its time to forget everything in the past...every mistake, every slip of the tongue, every broken heart...and just start fresh. Of course I'll keep the wonderful friends I have here. Its just time to move on. I can't be one of those people that lives here forever, and ends up marrying and getting retired here. I couldn't do that.
I guess I'm done ranting now. I'm just tired of crap. I guess I'm tired of messing up. I'm tired of having people know my reputation before they even know me. This is bullshit.
I love yall, have a good weekend.
-erin