Broken Hallelujah
I like having school, it keeps me regulated. All the people I see, going downtown everyday, getting fucked up everyday, it just seems like a little too much. Truth is, once you leave the scene, ocne you head back to wherever you live and crawl into your bed, nothing you did that day matters. Who you maced, who you slept with, what you took, nothing matters. And when you leave the scene, you better be damn sure who you take with you, and how much you let them know.
There are some friends, some people I choose to call in my own time. People that have general concern and aren't depressing to associate with. The list of gay people that I like as genuine humans is short; not alot of people can be a person to have fun with, and a person to be serious with.
Thanksgiving was great, and I'm honestly proud of myself for not going to FEAST after having been awake the past couple of days for over 40 hours.
"True Love~ 5ive and Steamy's" - Posted on 2005.10.06 at 23:01
So on Friday after working for 7 hours (4 - 11), I agreed to take my friend's (Raman) shift from 7:30-3:30 the next day. I owed her for it, and I thought work would keep me busy enough to keep me in Brampton. For awhile at least. I worked that shift, went home and then went to my friend Deidre's. She has a brother named Dakota, and he's, somewhat... in love with me? XD I can't stop joking with Deidre about me being her brother-in-law soon. We just watched Phantom of the Opera, and chilled with her mom. Her mom is like the coolest person I know now XD Pure cougar, and she was soo interested in gay life~ mostly cuz she's a lesbian and her son is gay.
So I went home to sleep, and the next day I worked from (9 - 5) and made it through without sleeping on the job at all haha. I went home to Thanksgiving dinner. My grandma came down to visit and had been cooking turkey all day, and the dinner was quite a banquet. It was more than I could eat, and that says alot. XD I regained 5 pounds after losing 18 the previous 3 weeks.
The next day I saw my dad. Things are well with him and I'm glad I'm speaking to him again. It's under the assumption now that I need to be at home because my life is too hectic to see him every weekend as he does my brothers. So we drove into Markham to see my aunt and join a family feast of about 50 people. When we got there however, there was noone there. We were so confused, so we called my aunt and yep, it was the day before. LOL it was sooo funny. Instead we went to the mandarin and I had Suckling Pig as a substitute for turkey ^^. I loved the mandarin, except their sushi is not raw, which sucks, it tastes like shyt cooked.
So anywayz, XD, tuesday, i went to work after school, from 4-10. After that, Derek, Alex, and Jackie came to pick me up and we went and chilled at Tim Hortons. They're really fun for straight people, and I text them both once in a while now. We then went to Alex's family store. It deals with security and key making and such. It was interesting that his family owns it. When we left, Derek realized he lost his phone. So after searching the entire van top to bottom, they went on a search for the phone.
It was eventually discovered in the parking lot of the Timmy's we'd been at. The kids too lucky sometimes haha.
So on Wednesday, I worked from 4 - 10 again. I was tired, but Dave called me on my walk home and said he was visiting Shane. So i decided to go out and have a smoke with him. We talked for about an hour or so outside, and had some cigarrettes. I was tired and cold after that so I went home XD.
I stayed awake talking to Nathaniel most of the night, and went to bed considerably later than I should have lol. But he's really nice, and as a hairdresser, this is working in two very good ways XD
AND THAT BRINGS ME TO TODAY. I want to sleep cause I didn't last night. So aside from plans to go dtown for 3 days (fri, sat, sun), I'm planning nothing tonite.
One night a week to myself isn't greedy bitches.
There are some friends, some people I choose to call in my own time. People that have general concern and aren't depressing to associate with. The list of gay people that I like as genuine humans is short; not alot of people can be a person to have fun with, and a person to be serious with.
Thanksgiving was great, and I'm honestly proud of myself for not going to FEAST after having been awake the past couple of days for over 40 hours.
"True Love~ 5ive and Steamy's" - Posted on 2005.10.06 at 23:01
So on Friday after working for 7 hours (4 - 11), I agreed to take my friend's (Raman) shift from 7:30-3:30 the next day. I owed her for it, and I thought work would keep me busy enough to keep me in Brampton. For awhile at least. I worked that shift, went home and then went to my friend Deidre's. She has a brother named Dakota, and he's, somewhat... in love with me? XD I can't stop joking with Deidre about me being her brother-in-law soon. We just watched Phantom of the Opera, and chilled with her mom. Her mom is like the coolest person I know now XD Pure cougar, and she was soo interested in gay life~ mostly cuz she's a lesbian and her son is gay.
So I went home to sleep, and the next day I worked from (9 - 5) and made it through without sleeping on the job at all haha. I went home to Thanksgiving dinner. My grandma came down to visit and had been cooking turkey all day, and the dinner was quite a banquet. It was more than I could eat, and that says alot. XD I regained 5 pounds after losing 18 the previous 3 weeks.
The next day I saw my dad. Things are well with him and I'm glad I'm speaking to him again. It's under the assumption now that I need to be at home because my life is too hectic to see him every weekend as he does my brothers. So we drove into Markham to see my aunt and join a family feast of about 50 people. When we got there however, there was noone there. We were so confused, so we called my aunt and yep, it was the day before. LOL it was sooo funny. Instead we went to the mandarin and I had Suckling Pig as a substitute for turkey ^^. I loved the mandarin, except their sushi is not raw, which sucks, it tastes like shyt cooked.
So anywayz, XD, tuesday, i went to work after school, from 4-10. After that, Derek, Alex, and Jackie came to pick me up and we went and chilled at Tim Hortons. They're really fun for straight people, and I text them both once in a while now. We then went to Alex's family store. It deals with security and key making and such. It was interesting that his family owns it. When we left, Derek realized he lost his phone. So after searching the entire van top to bottom, they went on a search for the phone.
It was eventually discovered in the parking lot of the Timmy's we'd been at. The kids too lucky sometimes haha.
So on Wednesday, I worked from 4 - 10 again. I was tired, but Dave called me on my walk home and said he was visiting Shane. So i decided to go out and have a smoke with him. We talked for about an hour or so outside, and had some cigarrettes. I was tired and cold after that so I went home XD.
I stayed awake talking to Nathaniel most of the night, and went to bed considerably later than I should have lol. But he's really nice, and as a hairdresser, this is working in two very good ways XD
AND THAT BRINGS ME TO TODAY. I want to sleep cause I didn't last night. So aside from plans to go dtown for 3 days (fri, sat, sun), I'm planning nothing tonite.
One night a week to myself isn't greedy bitches.