i have a plan for my life!
im excited i have realized that just because i have a plan for my life when i get older doesnt mean i shouldnt have one for now. i have come to the conclusion after watching and reasching others break ups and how/or if the get back together as well with the recent information that i have discovered i do have a chance. and i have concluded that this is not a chance i strike with everything i have. i have concluded that if i want him back then i have to play this stupid game. he still thinks of me as an ass. and i have to change that with my own techniques. i have to grow up. its time for me to get a job. and make something of myself. if he thought that thing could be better. if we could be happy. if i would never lie to him again then we can be. and if not then at least ive grown up. its time. iknow it is. i just need strength. and help. i need help so if anyone actually cares then please help