Your face is a blank but to see you kills me
i cant stop thinking about you. like a repeating nightmare i hear you. i see the words in front of me and i begin to cry. i want nothing more than to be with you. to hold you. to lie next to you when its cold outside. to dry your tears when you cry. and to share a laugh. this nightmare says all is over.it says there is nothing more that i can do and you never want to hear or talk to me ever again. in this dream. this horrible dream. you say goodbye. without a word you leave. you live you life as if we never meet. please let me love you. let me talk to you. i never realized how much just to talk. to talk without a voice. how much that really ment. i do not understand why but this feels like i have known you forever. like some 3 year relationship is on the line. all because of me. because i cannot controll myself. because i cannot stop myself from wanting more. when in reallity all i want is just one thing. and that is to be with you.