Mar 14, 2006 13:18
" maybe the past is like an anchor holding
us back. maybe you have to let go of who
you were to become who you will be "
Though miles may lie between us,
we're never far apart,
for friendship doesn't count the miles,
it's measured by the heart
Just because you're beautiful doesn't mean
you can treat people like they don't matter.
In my childhood, I had a religious assistant who always told me, if you can really laugh with full abandonment, it's very good for your health.
I hate it how I don't talk to you
for like a month, but then all of a sudden
you start talking to me again
-- just like nothing happened.
& then I fall in your little trap again.
all because you said my name.
the bad stuff is easier to believe, you ever notice that?
Because once upon a time we were best friends and yes, there’s been a lot of bad stuff inbetween but none of that matters right now. You need me, I’m there anytime, any place, anywhere.
I'm writing stupid words for you again. Stupid things you'll never realize are about you. I can hide this pain well, but my feelings for you have spilled onto my face. Please forgive me for raving about you. You made me happy and I thought it was going to last. But I'm just a last resort to you.
I don't think of you as a crush anymore..
You're more like a bad habit that i can't shake.
We're not together anymore
US is somthing in the past
but i always think of you & smile
& my memories will always last.
Never forget what they did to you,
but never let them know you remember.
It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.
Don't ever do something you know is wrong even when it feels so right
In a world of comparison and conformity, make your own statement. Honor your own truth.
Have the courage to be yourself; risk speaking your own thoughts and claiming your emotions.
Share your vulnerabilities, tears, doubts, and insecurities; let others experience the
real you. Have the courage to be yourself and realize that you are a wonderful person.
i'm gonna close my mouth now. you don't need more noise in your life. i miss you more than you know. but i know time makes you move on.
We tell lies when we are afraid; afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
"Sibling relationships... outlast marriages, survive the death of parents, resurface after quarrels that would sink any friendship. They flourish in a thousand incarnations of closeness and distance, warmth, loyalty and distrust."
Lets replay that moment you ripped my heart out with your bare hands, Now do you know why I'll never forgive you?
We're all damaged in our own way. Nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us
I’ve learned that guys make the best friends, my best friend is a guy and I can tell him anything...oh except for the fact that I’m absolutely crazy for him...I always seem to leave that part out of the conversation.
More later I guess. :) But I'll leave you with that for now..
And I doubt that I'll update before I go to France in a week. So, bye. <3