Bah humbug.
Totally not feeling the Christmas spirit this year. It's Ian's first Christmas, and I want to spend oodles and oodles of money on him and Patrick. I can't, though. It's hard to spend a lot of money when you don't have any.
I really miss my family, too.
And there are a couple of girls I know that will be having babies soon. They're related to a friend of mine, and the last I heard, neither of them had very much stuff. I wish I could give them a lot of things. I'm going to go through Ian's stuff to see what I can give away. I've got some clothes that he doesn't fit in anymore. A couple of blankets. A bathtub that we hardly use because he likes to take a shower with me. But it doesn't seem like enough.
I'm feeling really sad.
I really miss my family, too.
And there are a couple of girls I know that will be having babies soon. They're related to a friend of mine, and the last I heard, neither of them had very much stuff. I wish I could give them a lot of things. I'm going to go through Ian's stuff to see what I can give away. I've got some clothes that he doesn't fit in anymore. A couple of blankets. A bathtub that we hardly use because he likes to take a shower with me. But it doesn't seem like enough.
I'm feeling really sad.