Dec 06, 2008 09:08
Last night i was fake. Fake smile, fake kiss, because I was pissed. I was pissed that I could not turn my back without being stabbed.
FUCK pro-edmund people. its like downing the verbal abuse i got. its like ignoring how i was at my worst when i was with him. for the record, i didn't cheat on him, but you created conspiracy saying i did. since christmas?!?! WTF...if that was the case wouldn't you have said something?
I don't get it? he breaks up with me...via text...while im at work, but he comes out the good guy? Because i FOUND a good guy? life ceases to amaze me now. i wish last night something was said to give me the opportunity to shine some light on you. making friends with your cousins ex who hurt her a LOT after they break up? is that not at all messed up? is that right for "COUSINS FOREVER" people to do? cause i am sure as hell if you and your bf broke up i wouldn't talk to him and side with him.
i still am at awe how this is surfacing up now. LAME i say.
cousins forever for sure, i'll love them forever, but i never choose who would be my cousins. i do, however, get to choose which ones i'll trust, and the ones i like. =)