Basically, @augustfading lol epic comment conversation.
I always wondered how much of the actual instrumentals Ryan wrote on the first...I mean, obviously, a lot of them, because they had songs before they had a Brendon (I think?), but...how much? I've also always been curious as to whether Spencer helps in the writing process, other than doing drums...ack. None of the songs will feel right without Ryan. A lot won't without Jon. I hope that Jon and Ryan can play Behind the Sea...and maybe a few others...but I think that might just make me really sad.
As soon as I realized that he had given up the whole clean&sober thing, I thought it was going no where good. Even though that happened before I was really a fan, I guess. They grew up too fast, or something. Or Ryan is too fucked up to realize how fucked he is. I feel badly for blaming Jon, but I can't help but think about the fact that he quite clearly brought the pot and alcohol with him, at least a little bit. Siiigh. These boys. It especially stinks because Jon has actually seemed sadder than the other guys, from the tweets of his that I've seen. Like, before the split up was announced, not so much now. Didn't he post about how good things don't always last, or how you sometimes have to let go? Did I say this already? Also, did I imagine that part?
When I blog, which is honestly pretty much a rare thing, It tends to be in emo and/or angry poetry, most of which tells secrets about myself and/or my friends. So I get that she wants to be able to blog about all of that...however, when I wanted to blog about something one of my friends was going through without all of the world seeing it, I created a new blog. An anonymous one. You'd think that she'd be able to do the same thing. I don't want to judge, because it always bugs me when people judge the girlfriends, but. I do it anyways. (Just like I don't like Haley because she posted pictures of the two of them in bed together ish, and I don't LOVE Cassie because she..uhm...looks like she cares too much about being perfect? I don't know. Cassie's my favorite. If I'd been around for Audrey and Jac, I must confess, I probably would have liked them a little more...if only because they have SUCH fun clothes/hair >_<). However, I'm a nosy little kid, and thus am grateful that she blogs about it, 'cause it gives us information/thoughts that we wouldn't get, otherwise. Oh, aslo, you know those pictures that they took, that turned everyone to shipping RYan/Keltie? Personally, I don't think that those were all that amazing. They were so POSED. I just--posing in between each other's legs? I'm not sure.
Okay! Interview!
I'm sure you've seen it by now. If not, Ryan's twitter, link, etc etc. So! INterview.
THey weren't speaking! OH my goodness! He made it sound like...well, it sounded to me like it was a deliberate sort of not-speaking-ness. Which. Wow. Spencer and Ryan. WOw. (This also makes me wonder if Spencer prefers the pop sound, if it's a friendship thing, or if it's a making-sure-Brendon's-not-left-out-on-his-own thing. Because. Wow.) I'm glad that they talked, but it still makes me sad that their friendship is maybe (probably) not as strong as it once was. I wonder if he and Brendon are amicable, too. And about the relationships between Brendon and Jon, Spencer and Jon, you know. I am sad that Ryan and Pete seem to have had a falling out, although I expoected it, but it still basically sucks. They had so much in common, what with their angsty, non-singer lyricistness. Though I guess maybe Ryan's the singer now, so. I want to hear someone else's side of it. I want to have a super duper long interview with each of them. I want them to talk to each other on twitter, or something, as proof. I am a greedy little dumpling. *nods* One a final note, I'm kind of...proud?...of Brendon, for not letting Ryan do it all? In fanfiction especially he is often portrayed as being a pushover in terms of listening to Ryan's ideas and maybe not being as forceful about his own as he could be, so I'm glad that hte stuck up for himself. I'm, also glad that it was Spencer and Ryan who decided to do the splitting up thing. On the other hand, SPENCER AND RYAN. SpencerandRyan! The idea of them agreeing to that with one another is astounding. Then again, after Pretty. Odd. came out, they never seemed all that close, to be honest. The possibility of that friendship deterioraating is what makes me asddest of all.
I thought I was mostly over all of this. it is apperent that I am not. Fucking RYan ROss and his fucking interview and hs fucking makeing me love him ANYWAYS. >:|
As soon as I realized that he had given up the whole clean&sober thing, I thought it was going no where good. Even though that happened before I was really a fan, I guess. They grew up too fast, or something. Or Ryan is too fucked up to realize how fucked he is. I feel badly for blaming Jon, but I can't help but think about the fact that he quite clearly brought the pot and alcohol with him, at least a little bit. Siiigh. These boys. It especially stinks because Jon has actually seemed sadder than the other guys, from the tweets of his that I've seen. Like, before the split up was announced, not so much now. Didn't he post about how good things don't always last, or how you sometimes have to let go? Did I say this already? Also, did I imagine that part?
When I blog, which is honestly pretty much a rare thing, It tends to be in emo and/or angry poetry, most of which tells secrets about myself and/or my friends. So I get that she wants to be able to blog about all of that...however, when I wanted to blog about something one of my friends was going through without all of the world seeing it, I created a new blog. An anonymous one. You'd think that she'd be able to do the same thing. I don't want to judge, because it always bugs me when people judge the girlfriends, but. I do it anyways. (Just like I don't like Haley because she posted pictures of the two of them in bed together ish, and I don't LOVE Cassie because she..uhm...looks like she cares too much about being perfect? I don't know. Cassie's my favorite. If I'd been around for Audrey and Jac, I must confess, I probably would have liked them a little more...if only because they have SUCH fun clothes/hair >_<). However, I'm a nosy little kid, and thus am grateful that she blogs about it, 'cause it gives us information/thoughts that we wouldn't get, otherwise. Oh, aslo, you know those pictures that they took, that turned everyone to shipping RYan/Keltie? Personally, I don't think that those were all that amazing. They were so POSED. I just--posing in between each other's legs? I'm not sure.
Okay! Interview!
I'm sure you've seen it by now. If not, Ryan's twitter, link, etc etc. So! INterview.
THey weren't speaking! OH my goodness! He made it sound like...well, it sounded to me like it was a deliberate sort of not-speaking-ness. Which. Wow. Spencer and Ryan. WOw. (This also makes me wonder if Spencer prefers the pop sound, if it's a friendship thing, or if it's a making-sure-Brendon's-not-left-out-on-his-own thing. Because. Wow.) I'm glad that they talked, but it still makes me sad that their friendship is maybe (probably) not as strong as it once was. I wonder if he and Brendon are amicable, too. And about the relationships between Brendon and Jon, Spencer and Jon, you know. I am sad that Ryan and Pete seem to have had a falling out, although I expoected it, but it still basically sucks. They had so much in common, what with their angsty, non-singer lyricistness. Though I guess maybe Ryan's the singer now, so. I want to hear someone else's side of it. I want to have a super duper long interview with each of them. I want them to talk to each other on twitter, or something, as proof. I am a greedy little dumpling. *nods* One a final note, I'm kind of...proud?...of Brendon, for not letting Ryan do it all? In fanfiction especially he is often portrayed as being a pushover in terms of listening to Ryan's ideas and maybe not being as forceful about his own as he could be, so I'm glad that hte stuck up for himself. I'm, also glad that it was Spencer and Ryan who decided to do the splitting up thing. On the other hand, SPENCER AND RYAN. SpencerandRyan! The idea of them agreeing to that with one another is astounding. Then again, after Pretty. Odd. came out, they never seemed all that close, to be honest. The possibility of that friendship deterioraating is what makes me asddest of all.
I thought I was mostly over all of this. it is apperent that I am not. Fucking RYan ROss and his fucking interview and hs fucking makeing me love him ANYWAYS. >:|