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[imprintedkisses]

i wonder what she is doing
i wonder how she is feeling
is she scared?
nervous?
i just want to give her a big hug
tell her everything bad and good
she has been gone for 5 days
and already my life has been like hell
everyting is going horribly
and it is showing through
i see it when i look in the mirror
i see it everywhere
i am alone
its already been too long
and now i will go to school alone
and come home alone
what do you do without a full time best friend?
i know that i have other best friends
but it isnt the same as my sister.
i wish i could go with her