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i'm really excited for this summer.
why?
WELLLLLL
tan's
long hair
no make up EVER
bathing suits
moving out
dancing
laughing
californiaaaaaaa californiaaaaaa
seeing people i love and miss so so much
boyfriend fun all the time
no worries
hot hot hot weather
summer clothes!
night time swimming!
fun all the time
life has been crazy crazy lately, but i'm dealing. i've had people around that help a lot. michelle and i have been crazier than ever lately too. that scares me. crazier than EVER.
i am talking to eric, but it made me really sad. he's happy right now. happier than he ever was when we were close. but i guess it all turns around. eric and i became close and i never saw brad and michelle. now i'm seeing brad and michelle all the time. they're better for me, it's still hard though. he was really important to me. things change, people grow a part. i'm learning how to deal with that finally.
things are going to get better. i'm going to slow down my life and just learn to control things. not drift. not feel crazy. just be.
i work only 23 hours next week. i'll feel pretty good about that i bet.
why?
WELLLLLL
tan's
long hair
no make up EVER
bathing suits
moving out
dancing
laughing
californiaaaaaaa californiaaaaaa
seeing people i love and miss so so much
boyfriend fun all the time
no worries
hot hot hot weather
summer clothes!
night time swimming!
fun all the time
life has been crazy crazy lately, but i'm dealing. i've had people around that help a lot. michelle and i have been crazier than ever lately too. that scares me. crazier than EVER.
i am talking to eric, but it made me really sad. he's happy right now. happier than he ever was when we were close. but i guess it all turns around. eric and i became close and i never saw brad and michelle. now i'm seeing brad and michelle all the time. they're better for me, it's still hard though. he was really important to me. things change, people grow a part. i'm learning how to deal with that finally.
things are going to get better. i'm going to slow down my life and just learn to control things. not drift. not feel crazy. just be.
i work only 23 hours next week. i'll feel pretty good about that i bet.