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Well today im supposed to be hanging out with kyle, amber and the one and only adam. We plan to go to the park and the DQ tehehe me and amber LOVE ice cream. Im kinda dissapointed because i guess my picture of Lars wont show up so my background is all black but i see it on my computer so every1 just pretend he is in the background ! Me and kyle are still broken up i guess im sick of always fighting with him...amber said me and him have always had a bi polar relationship. o well i guess. Kyle made me feel like the worst person EVER...he said that this song is how i make him feel :
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real
Am i really that bad of a person ...please dont let me die so soft i deserve worse, no death by wrist, its murder baby
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<3 Heather