HEROESSS
I'm at work. I'm bored. I'm sick and hung over becuase me and victoria and josh each drunk an entire bottle of wine ourselves. not to mention i also had a beer and two shots of captain. did not turn out well. but anyway. i'm waiting for my co-workers to bring back shrimp cocktail. tonight i will go to dinner with britny at applebees of course. and then i will go to my dad's new house and we will watch heroes, dirty sexy money, and the office.
i'm also going to start making him watch battlestar galactica because the new/last season starts next year so i wanna re-watch it while exposing its amazingness to my father. and then i will continue to dog sit at my grandparents house. and i will soon start my new second job where i will work at the hillcrest center for the arts with my co-worker victoria. so i will work at hillside in the day and hillcrest at night.
and then i will be looking at my dream apartment on saturday. it's a different floor and room, so i probably won't get it, but just in case. and then i'll be in LA and i'll be happy and it'll be a sun-filled room by myself where i can paint and eat breakfast on the roof every day looking over the whole sitting in direct line of site of the hollywood sign and i will call out to zachary quinto and adrien brody and aaron eckhart and maybe they'll hear me.
and then maybe i won't need to be in therapy which i've just completed my second session of and have a third one on monday. and then i'll be shorter of money which i am now which i didn't think was possible, but none the less i will be happy. and i will stay home and not go out and spend money and i will watch all the tv and movies i want. read all the books i've been needing to read. take all the bike rides through korea town that i wish. and yeah i'll be in thousand oaks 24/7 still because my second job is there. and my family and friends are there. and no it doesn't beat going to Italy for 3 months on the Tole Mour which is what i ideally wanted. but i can see that's not going to happen.
and then maybe i won't keep hooking up with the same boys have been hooking up with for years simply because i'm bored and they're in town and i don't go out and meet people and do anything else and you cant very well meet cute boys at a jewish mortuary.
and then maybe i'll stop dating the wrong people ie. sailors, gravediggers, and people who are either MARRIED, have girlfriends, or involved - or simply uninterested.
and then maybe i'll soon get my promotion and be able to quit my second job and have a day off every once in a while. maybe i wont want this job anymore. where i am currently watching my boss take a break from a funeral to come and eat a candy apple. maybe i will like it more when they like me more. maybe i will like me more, too.
and then i'll get old and die.
i'm also going to start making him watch battlestar galactica because the new/last season starts next year so i wanna re-watch it while exposing its amazingness to my father. and then i will continue to dog sit at my grandparents house. and i will soon start my new second job where i will work at the hillcrest center for the arts with my co-worker victoria. so i will work at hillside in the day and hillcrest at night.
and then i will be looking at my dream apartment on saturday. it's a different floor and room, so i probably won't get it, but just in case. and then i'll be in LA and i'll be happy and it'll be a sun-filled room by myself where i can paint and eat breakfast on the roof every day looking over the whole sitting in direct line of site of the hollywood sign and i will call out to zachary quinto and adrien brody and aaron eckhart and maybe they'll hear me.
and then maybe i won't need to be in therapy which i've just completed my second session of and have a third one on monday. and then i'll be shorter of money which i am now which i didn't think was possible, but none the less i will be happy. and i will stay home and not go out and spend money and i will watch all the tv and movies i want. read all the books i've been needing to read. take all the bike rides through korea town that i wish. and yeah i'll be in thousand oaks 24/7 still because my second job is there. and my family and friends are there. and no it doesn't beat going to Italy for 3 months on the Tole Mour which is what i ideally wanted. but i can see that's not going to happen.
and then maybe i won't keep hooking up with the same boys have been hooking up with for years simply because i'm bored and they're in town and i don't go out and meet people and do anything else and you cant very well meet cute boys at a jewish mortuary.
and then maybe i'll stop dating the wrong people ie. sailors, gravediggers, and people who are either MARRIED, have girlfriends, or involved - or simply uninterested.
and then maybe i'll soon get my promotion and be able to quit my second job and have a day off every once in a while. maybe i wont want this job anymore. where i am currently watching my boss take a break from a funeral to come and eat a candy apple. maybe i will like it more when they like me more. maybe i will like me more, too.
and then i'll get old and die.