Who was I kidding trying to believe in myself. As if I could accomplish such a huge task when I don't even deserve an award of that magnitude.

Please, just tell me everything you know about me, because I forgot it all.

I believe I am fully moving to tractate add at your own will.

staring into the open airport where luggage lines the bottoms of orange plastic chairs with impatient individuals holding passports to places they think hold a future worth traveling for; and in the middle of it I I drift away into the site of on coming traffic and speeding motor vechiles casing the outside lanes looking for a faster route to no ( Read more... )

I miss you so much. I never listend to them Jacob; I never listened to those people who said I should get over you. There is no time limit on recovery, there is no reasonable amount of time before I should move on, it can't be defined. I miss you so much and I wish I could explain the feeling of trying to cope inside your heart and mind exactly how ( Read more... )

You told me once you were bad luck; I’ve been crawling under ladders that stand tall with no fear of height; crossing the path of every black cat; and breaking every mirror in sight to get you. What we see is what we want, the only disgrace to this is it is only our reality, our observation, everything just sort of fades into the distance and we’re ( Read more... )

Walking through the entrance of the football field your eyes were instantly flooded with backs of purple shirts that read, “I’m still winning.” As you gazed around you at all the different themes you suddenly realized your feet had hit the stone track; the crackling sound of stones being kicked up behind you from the people taking laps for lives. I ( Read more... )

( imagine what the future holds. )

I'm sorry for all the times I said good-bye
but not half as sorry for all the times I said hello again.

Outlines of maps where we breathe ( Read more... )

I will not let you slip between the cracks, I'm tieing up loose ends, I'm sealing leaks, I'm righting all the wrongs and coming clean on every dirty little secret.

This is the master plan to your life. This is your fix. This is something you can't afford not to be addicted to.