Nov 10, 2005 09:35
I need to let you all know that i have decided to temporarily break all ceremonial ties to anyone and everyone. Particularly the Pack. I have removed all my jewelry and it's all being kept in a safe place, to be taken up once i have acheived my goal. I say temporarily, and thats what i mean. Of course i will retain friendships with all of you during this time, but i simply cannot allow myself to continue to define who i am by the people i am associated with. I cannot always rely on others for my own happiness, i have been hurt to much to consider that an option anymore. I must learn how to be alone. I must learn how to survive without safety nets. I cannot use you all as trampolines anymore, i have learn how to break my own falls. Be assured that i will once more count myself among you as soon as possible. when the time is right. I Cannot forsake those who i truly love.
I Love you all, with all my heart.
Fare thee well, dear friends. Untill we meet again.
May infinite good heart and good health be yours.
Know that i will always be watching over you,
I can only hope that my love is enough to protect you all.
All my love always. ~Mar.