i think if u care youll read
so im pushing all my friends away...cuz im so fucking cool and its sooo fucking cool.im a kid thats really better off alone ...always have been always will be...people always say you cant get thro life without friends i think i was always better off without them.so this is pretty much my goodbye to people...i am now pushing myself away..the most you will hear from me is if u call and i decide to pick up or if you im me and i decide to respond.other then that...dont let the door hit you in the ass. for the few friends i have had by my side you know this dosnt portray to you.as to everyone else its been nice knowing you...you have been there for me,taken from me,watch me try and take my life numerous times,stabed my back,used me and then fucked me over so there for i am done with your bullshit and your energy sucking ass. people will ask "how can you just throw a friendship like what we had away?"..obviously then you wernt my freind and you didnt know well enough that i have no heart and can throw some of the best things ive had out the window to never look back upon.its just how i am. i have no remorse and no feelings left..every bit i had has been drained by some p.o.s i thought was worth the effort.probably one of you dumb fucks reading my lj entry also.so if i have affended anyone or hurt anyons feelings im sorry you gave the time to even care because really think back on the so called friendship...was it ever worth it? for the most part to me with some people yes with others no. but you cant go back and chage the time youv wasted. and with this is a good night and a good riddence.i hope its all truly understood.