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Well.... I am still alive in this world. I just have not updated here that often! So sorry guys! Johnny turned me into a .myspace.com junkie. But I promise to come back here and update this often! I missed reading everyones lives!
So now, tired as all eff! I don't really know why though. I slept for a long time last night. Maybe my body is just really stressed out, and overly tired! I guess?!?!
So yea, I've been really confused lastely... Me and Jon are not together anymore, but then again it's kinda like we are. I mean we are not official, but everything is the same. I don't get it... But I really do like this guy! i just hope that he would hurry up and make up his mind... Grrrrrr... And I'm kinda scared too!!! i don't wanna get hurt yet again! But i really like him. Who knows what will happen. I'm just going to sit back and enjoy the ride!
Me and Des are not really friends anymore. I don't have the time to get into all the details! But for the most part he decided that he did not need me as a best friend right now,a nd he wan6ted to come back and be friends when he needed me. I don't think it works like that! Sorry! Niki does not play that game! And so yea, we're not exactly the best of friends... and I'm upset about it...I don't know why! Everyone esle just says to forget about him, and I can't... I'm so crazy sometimes.
Daddy goes through surgery again on the 12th... And thats also Ryan's one year! I need that day off. It's my daddy's surgery. I'm worried for him. I always am.
I need tog et my ass back into volleyball.... I'm tired of my shoulder being hurt. I miss playing....
I'm way tired now! Time to go nitey nite for me.
So now, tired as all eff! I don't really know why though. I slept for a long time last night. Maybe my body is just really stressed out, and overly tired! I guess?!?!
So yea, I've been really confused lastely... Me and Jon are not together anymore, but then again it's kinda like we are. I mean we are not official, but everything is the same. I don't get it... But I really do like this guy! i just hope that he would hurry up and make up his mind... Grrrrrr... And I'm kinda scared too!!! i don't wanna get hurt yet again! But i really like him. Who knows what will happen. I'm just going to sit back and enjoy the ride!
Me and Des are not really friends anymore. I don't have the time to get into all the details! But for the most part he decided that he did not need me as a best friend right now,a nd he wan6ted to come back and be friends when he needed me. I don't think it works like that! Sorry! Niki does not play that game! And so yea, we're not exactly the best of friends... and I'm upset about it...I don't know why! Everyone esle just says to forget about him, and I can't... I'm so crazy sometimes.
Daddy goes through surgery again on the 12th... And thats also Ryan's one year! I need that day off. It's my daddy's surgery. I'm worried for him. I always am.
I need tog et my ass back into volleyball.... I'm tired of my shoulder being hurt. I miss playing....
I'm way tired now! Time to go nitey nite for me.