Don't know how to cope with myself
I've been feeling so lonely lately that I don't know how to handle it... Doesn't help that I had a little cold that for like 4 days so far, but it's passing now. I had like 0 hours of sleep, I can't stand it. Fucking feeling. I'm kinda starting to get depressed, and I REALLY FUCKING HATE THAT!!! Can't I just be happy again?
Eh... what ever, I can work out every :)
Anyway, I've started a new project.... I'm revamping my room, trying to put a theme to it. I just started today, at like 7pm. I'm tareing down some old wall paper (the plade shit you can see on my links) takes me for fucking ever! Wah! I've got the Plade off now but the sticky shit that was left behind is a pain... It took me like 2 hours for one wall to have it cleaned and ready for fase 2. I've got a few ideas and really can't wait to start painting (at this rate, probably by wed.)
The ideas;
Number one is deffinet, the rest are still being planned.
1. There will be a red and yellow sun over on the wall over my bed near the window. the idea behind it is to wake up to a bright new world, not skeetown.
2. The Ceiling to be a sky blue color to influence the good mood a blue sky invokes.
3. Behind the computer area, and spilling onto the ceiling, skyscrapers. I want to be a city kid.
4. Behind the TV, silhouettes of people....
Here are 2 pics of what parts of my room look like, i'll try to keep them updated.
Eh... what ever, I can work out every :)
Anyway, I've started a new project.... I'm revamping my room, trying to put a theme to it. I just started today, at like 7pm. I'm tareing down some old wall paper (the plade shit you can see on my links) takes me for fucking ever! Wah! I've got the Plade off now but the sticky shit that was left behind is a pain... It took me like 2 hours for one wall to have it cleaned and ready for fase 2. I've got a few ideas and really can't wait to start painting (at this rate, probably by wed.)
The ideas;
Number one is deffinet, the rest are still being planned.
1. There will be a red and yellow sun over on the wall over my bed near the window. the idea behind it is to wake up to a bright new world, not skeetown.
2. The Ceiling to be a sky blue color to influence the good mood a blue sky invokes.
3. Behind the computer area, and spilling onto the ceiling, skyscrapers. I want to be a city kid.
4. Behind the TV, silhouettes of people....
Here are 2 pics of what parts of my room look like, i'll try to keep them updated.