church....???
Ok, well the one man I truly look up to has past away, he was the pope. I mean, I loved the guy (I didn't follow some of the things he taught, but eh). He changed the world and was THE world leader.
On the other hand though, my church had a mass for him. Super. I didn't want to go, not because it was for him, but I was in an annoyed mood before. I respect the man, but I just wasn't up for church today.. :( I want to show my respect in different ways. BUT like usual, my mom dragged me (pretty much kicking and screaming). I feel terrible, but I just couldn't listen to the people talk. I did listen to the brief part actually ABOUT the pope, the rest just kind of went in one ear and out the other. I think I'm loosing my church going drive. I'll do it my own way damnit!
On the way back home, I started to tell my mom how i feel about shitty skeetown. That didn't turn out well, EK. I told her "I hate this peace of shit town" (probably need to sensor myself more) and "there are NO real jobs around here..." Then she starts talking about how "beautiful Muskegon is"...
i think it went alittle like this... (this is from my point of view though so yeah...)
me: "how can we live in a place that raises the gas price to 2.50 and takes away public transportation. It's a SHIT hole, nothing is hear for me and i'm miserable."
mom: "but at least it look pretty"
me: "WHAT?!"
mom: "don't yell!"
me: "so what if it's pretty, there are no (i don't remember if i said fucking or not here) jobs here, or anything to do for me her"
mom: "don't talk to me like i'm one of your friends! you don't have a good point"
me: "BULLSHIT. there nothing here! no jobs, no places to go!"
mom: "then you should just work and study!"
me: "you know, it's your generation that's holding my generation back!"
mom: "don't give me that shit! This is the stupidest thing you've ever said! your being stupid now!"
then she refused to talk to me after. I need to get this shit off my chest, but she won't even listen to me! (i know i shouldn't have yelled, but she has selective hearing sometimes, i feel like if i NEED to get a point across, i need to yell first, talk later)
I'm going to start to take the power from the Baby Boomer generation. I think we've been held back for too long, they don't listen to us, BECAUSE WE DON'T VOTE, you know what i say to that! EVERYONE, GET THE FUCK OUT THERE AND VOTE, we can show them that we need to be heard! I know this won't reach too many people, but i don't care!
I also need to learn how to keep my mouth shut.I just get too jumpy around my mom i guess, but still, no excuses.
well it's sleep time here, so i bid you good day
On the other hand though, my church had a mass for him. Super. I didn't want to go, not because it was for him, but I was in an annoyed mood before. I respect the man, but I just wasn't up for church today.. :( I want to show my respect in different ways. BUT like usual, my mom dragged me (pretty much kicking and screaming). I feel terrible, but I just couldn't listen to the people talk. I did listen to the brief part actually ABOUT the pope, the rest just kind of went in one ear and out the other. I think I'm loosing my church going drive. I'll do it my own way damnit!
On the way back home, I started to tell my mom how i feel about shitty skeetown. That didn't turn out well, EK. I told her "I hate this peace of shit town" (probably need to sensor myself more) and "there are NO real jobs around here..." Then she starts talking about how "beautiful Muskegon is"...
i think it went alittle like this... (this is from my point of view though so yeah...)
me: "how can we live in a place that raises the gas price to 2.50 and takes away public transportation. It's a SHIT hole, nothing is hear for me and i'm miserable."
mom: "but at least it look pretty"
me: "WHAT?!"
mom: "don't yell!"
me: "so what if it's pretty, there are no (i don't remember if i said fucking or not here) jobs here, or anything to do for me her"
mom: "don't talk to me like i'm one of your friends! you don't have a good point"
me: "BULLSHIT. there nothing here! no jobs, no places to go!"
mom: "then you should just work and study!"
me: "you know, it's your generation that's holding my generation back!"
mom: "don't give me that shit! This is the stupidest thing you've ever said! your being stupid now!"
then she refused to talk to me after. I need to get this shit off my chest, but she won't even listen to me! (i know i shouldn't have yelled, but she has selective hearing sometimes, i feel like if i NEED to get a point across, i need to yell first, talk later)
I'm going to start to take the power from the Baby Boomer generation. I think we've been held back for too long, they don't listen to us, BECAUSE WE DON'T VOTE, you know what i say to that! EVERYONE, GET THE FUCK OUT THERE AND VOTE, we can show them that we need to be heard! I know this won't reach too many people, but i don't care!
I also need to learn how to keep my mouth shut.I just get too jumpy around my mom i guess, but still, no excuses.
well it's sleep time here, so i bid you good day