I don't want to finish last.......
I don't know what to think anymore...
How does someone make through everything in one piece?
Why does it seem to be a loop of things that come up and slap you across the face?
I do whatever it takes, and whatever I can do, but its just not enough...
What else can I do?
I sit here wondering if I need a drink to fog my mind up tonight, so that I can sleep well, but I don't have anything.
I'm upset, angry, confused, scared, worried, you name it and I probably feel it. I'll fight to the very end with anything and everything, and finishing last is not an option...
How does someone make through everything in one piece?
Why does it seem to be a loop of things that come up and slap you across the face?
I do whatever it takes, and whatever I can do, but its just not enough...
What else can I do?
I sit here wondering if I need a drink to fog my mind up tonight, so that I can sleep well, but I don't have anything.
I'm upset, angry, confused, scared, worried, you name it and I probably feel it. I'll fight to the very end with anything and everything, and finishing last is not an option...