May 01, 2006 09:40
so i dont know where my life is going. but i dont care anymore. there is no use in planning in anyway. im up for possibility. anything. im gonna save. and dance. and go to the beach and let the sun make me happy. im going to pretend like i dont care about anything. and i still want to be in love. this summer better be something. something else, i tell you. i need something else. not the same old dysfunctionality. eff that. i need something else.