in which george desperately wants to make out
application for make-out partner
-must be okay with teaching me how to make out
-must be willing to cuddle
-must respect all of my decisions (aka no means no)
-must be willing to make compromises about where we make out
-must be okay with me being hopelessly in love with one of my best friends
-must be okay with me being slightly in love with everyone
i just
really
want
to
make
out
i had
a dream
about hugging this really cute boy
and at the end of the hug
i looked at him
and i dont' know
i kissed him
i want that
in real life
with someone i love
or someone i don't love
i just really want
a make out partner
i don't even know what a kiss feels like
it's a the main mysteries of life
im cry
and yesterday
i had a dream
about my friend
making out with
some kid
and it was
really weird
sometimes
i seriously wonder
what does it feel like to kiss someone
i'm about to turn sixteen without knowing
which isn't that bad considering my sister
is three years older and also never kissed
i think
i wonder if she's kissed anyone
i'm never gonna ask her
that's
weird
but anyway
there's thing happening at my house tomorrow
and i'm really excited because friends!! and fun!!
but also because this kid i'm hopelessly in love with is gonna be there
and he's
one of my best friends
and he's just
really
perfect
he loves me
so much
and he doesn't call it
"our friendship"
he calls it
"our relationship"
and openly to others
he calls me
his "bb"
and i feel like i might be
just
really
stupid
and not noticing
that we're accidentally going out
omg am i
derek from all those fanfics
and if my sister weren't home tomorrow
i would probably open the door for him
and just
start
making
out
i don't even care
except i do
because
his other best friend
used to be
my best friend
but now
she
hates my guts
and has turned
literally
everyone
against
me
before
and
it
might
just
happen
again
also
his
first girlfriend
was
another one
of my
best friends
and she was
his first kiss
and it's just
really weird
to think
about kissing someone
who's first kiss
was your best friend
(she also broke his heart
but let's not talk
about that)
but really i think
he really likes me too
which makes me cry
because i don't deserve
like honestly i'm such an asshole
and he's so nice and cute
and we're really domestic
we say goodnight every night
and we hold hands
and we hug
and we are
together
idk
omg
also i was walking with his friend and he was like
"dude he loves you"
and i was like "no he doesn't omg"
and his friend said
"he totally does he just told me"
and everyone around me
says he hecka loves me
but i'm not gonna
ruin that
with
a stupid
need
to make out
because we're really close
and i really need him in my life
and i feel like
i can't function without him
but there's so much left of high school
i can't just
i can't
i can't
i can't
i can't
i can't
i can't
i can't
i can't jeopardize it
what if we break up
what if it's not meant to be
what if we stop being friends
what if he falls in love with someone else
what if i fall in love with someone else
what if i cheat on him
in a world with
so many what ifs
i don't want to deal with that
and if we marry
he's gonna be
the first
and only
boy
i ever
make out with
and that's a really scary thought
because he will literally be
my one and only
people keep asking me if i like him
and i don't really know
i can't say yes
i can't accept it
i can't let it be true
i can't love him
i can't
it's not allowed
it's stupid
it's ridiculous
it's messy
but yeah so imagine
just
grabbing someone's tie
and kissing them
and just
being
enveloped in their lips
in their love
i don't know
i just want to feel someone's
lips on mine
i want to make out
like in the movies
where it'll be sweet and passionate
and just be as close as two people can get
to becoming one
i just
want
crave
need
a crazy amount
of human contact
right now
i need a crazy amount
of contact
with a certain human
right here
right now
please
why are boys so cute
why won't a boy make out with me
someone plz fill out my make out partner application