Choose your favorite shoes and keep your blues on cruise control
Ladies and Gentlemen, we are going through The Blah.
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Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
So...that's it, then.
After much anticipation, the end is here, the last of the Harry Potter Books.
It's the end of an era.
I've met many dear friends, many love ones, many people who inspired me to read and write, and taught me to let my imaginations run wild and free, through the Harry Potter Fandom.
The mood of the fandom - as far as I can tell - is kind of mellow about this last book. I guessed after the Sirius Black incident in the 5th book, a lot of the fans don't get affected by who survived or who died anymore. We just want to know what happened in the cannon and how it ended, as per JKR. It is what it is.
I wished I could be excited about this book, but I am not. I want to know the ending, but there is no deep feelings attached to it. All the characters I grown to love faded away a long time ago.
Oh well, that's life.
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Since I am going through the 'blah period', my life - in general - is a big blah, also.
I have no fire, no drive, no inspiration. All my muses are gone, lost, or dead.
It is quite sad, but I must admit, I'm not very good at self-motivation. Ambition is not really a prominent trade in my bag of goodies. One day, I'll probably buy it from the black market, possibly with daddy's money, but until then...
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I'm seriously considering going home, possibly at the end of the year - if nothing improved with my state of mind. Good bye America. Thank you for everything.
Maybe going back to daddy will give me the opportunity to travel, like I wanted to. And maybe, through traveling, I will find my muses again.
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I don't know. I'm just...blah.