In short: I can't make fandom an obligation. This is supposed to be my escape, and instead it was becoming one more thing to stress over. This wasn't because of any person or any thing that happened, it was just - I guess - the headspace I was in. But the end result was that I haven't been writing at all, and it has taken a while for me to get past that aversion. I still want to finish these stories, and still want to write in the FMA world, I have no plans to leave any time soon. But you might have to bear with me.
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