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((Written in Twili because she caaaannnn >8U))
I'm at a loss about what to do with myself, which is a very discomforting state of mind to be in. This year's records were lost in the war... We were given the option to advance as normal, but I decided to repeat the year. I'm not sure what the council will think when I tell them. I believe they will just have to accept it. As selfish as it may be, I'm not ready to leave. A year isn't nearly long enough when I feel like I just got here...
When did I start to care for this silly light realm so much?
When did I find the white of the snow to be so comforting? Or the green of spring? Two years ago... no, probably just a few months ago I'd frown at every sunrise. Two weeks ago it was the prettiest thing I had ever seen. I wanted to look at it more but it simply hurt to do so.
...It's been two weeks. It went by so fast, its hard to piece it together. One moment we were just talking and then suddenly we were kissing and.. It felt rushed but it felt like it was supposed to happen. Quite frankly I didn't think I was capable of these kinds of emotions with anyone, much less Cane of all people. But I'm proving myself wrong even now. Zant too. Though I can still--
I'm just happy that
I felt safer with
This is practically idiotic.
Why do I keep making ties to a realm that hurts to be in? To one I can never stay in?
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Cane, Ray and Reed, since I sincerely doubt that any of you have a tuxedo, we're going to fix that. I certainly hope you're not doing anything on Saturday, eee hee.
Oh, and there are some things I need to discuss with you, Ray.
I nearly forgot! The kargoroks went back to the Twilight Realm the other day. They seemed to want to be more helpful, but they were starting to feel the sunlight fairly harshly... Two of them left. Um. Presents. I think? Hee hee. There's a pink something and a sparkly something. You can come pick it up if you think its yours.