May 18, 2007 00:33
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On my way back from that damned monkey's room, I kindof blacked out for a minute. I'm glad no one was around to see me like that, or I'd have to kill someone. I thought it was the lack of food at first, but then I started convulsing and... I think I was remembering. It was a little jumbled... but it left me feeling a little upset.
I remembered a man... he was dressed in robes just like the ones I'm wearing now. I got a paternal feel to him, but I don't think he was my father. Then... it got a little dark. I could hear the rain and I saw the blood... All these people... youkai, I think they were... they were in the same room with me and him. I was frozen in fear and couldn't even move... or maybe it was some kind of spell... but he was infront of me, protecting me. Those youkai were attacking and the assault killed him... right there in front of me. Before he died, he explained some things to me... and he didn't just call me Kouryuu. No, he called me Genjyo Sanzo... I think it was a name that he must have given me that day, since it felt new.
... I couldn't protect him. I think he was special to me, since I still feel devastated thinking about that memory.
Damn, I really need more cigarettes.
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Don't bother with calling me Kouryuu... the name's Genjyo Sanzo.
... And you better be almost done with yourself, Monkey. I need a cigarette. Now.
memories,
goku,
sanzo