(no subject)
today was like the day from hell
failed bio test
failed geometry test (mr bennett made me and abby cry except i cried after the class not during it)
failed latin test (did cry in that class)
um cried pretty much all english movie and ms merserou was "concerned with how ive been acting lately"
um i cried a little at lunch but no one really noticed i didnt really do anything noticeable
and history was okay... it was pretty much me court and theo, which is fun.
and band oh my fucking god i suck at life
i was shaking so bad by the end of that
and tim kept looking at me and saying "you suck" and doing that stupid grin and i wanted to cry but i didnt
im never going to get that music
and i had no excuse because i wasnt on the bass clarinet i was on the normal clarinet. I HATE MYSELF
why am i so horrible at everything i do
then i talked to dan for two hours which is always nice.
i miss charlie
i need to see him
failed bio test
failed geometry test (mr bennett made me and abby cry except i cried after the class not during it)
failed latin test (did cry in that class)
um cried pretty much all english movie and ms merserou was "concerned with how ive been acting lately"
um i cried a little at lunch but no one really noticed i didnt really do anything noticeable
and history was okay... it was pretty much me court and theo, which is fun.
and band oh my fucking god i suck at life
i was shaking so bad by the end of that
and tim kept looking at me and saying "you suck" and doing that stupid grin and i wanted to cry but i didnt
im never going to get that music
and i had no excuse because i wasnt on the bass clarinet i was on the normal clarinet. I HATE MYSELF
why am i so horrible at everything i do
then i talked to dan for two hours which is always nice.
i miss charlie
i need to see him