Oct 06, 2004 12:05
the bus sucks, theres way too many annoying freshman that drive me insane and gah i want to kill them all. i have no one to talk to, i try talking to jaron, chris and charles but they'll say one thing and then go back to their convorsation, and jaron sat with me yesterday said one thing and then didnt talk the rest of the way. so things just are so incredibly boring.
oh man i can play my clarinet now, i think i was just playing it wrong or something but its making noise again.
TJ is really just pissing me off. i realize hes the drum major and is trying to improve the band but last night having to run that extra lap for something i didnt do just pissed me completely off. i wanted to just yell at him, but no i cant. and then in band today "clarinets we cant hear you your playing it wrong" its hard without madison, lauren can play really well shes just quiet and i play too loud and then screw up and the whole section (the whole section- the three of us) gets "oh you did that wrong" it just kinda makes me mad sometimes.
Im begging my mom to let charlie come over on monday and shes holding it over my head like "if you dont do this he cant come over" or the even worse one "if you dont do this you cant drive" I hate it when she has ANYTHING over me.