Things
So I havent seen the beginning of SPN, I watched the second half. It was really sad, but I have a general EH - about it.
I could also be distracted. Jesse called me and told me that James family has decided to take him off life support. If Karrie, his ex-wife approves then they are going to pull the plug as it were. This is all very surreal to me. I worked with the guy for a year, sure, we ended horribly and I had personal problems with him that I could talk your ears off about for an hour... but I knew he was trying to be a good guy at some points. Not eveything he did was to screw other people, he just handled situations badly, as is proven by his decition in doing this.
James wasn't my favorite person. Everyone has both good and bad lights shed upon them, but he was the first to give me a job in comics. I put my blood sweat and tears in to Hub, and even though its been like three years I still liked it there. I still hoped, even though shit was bad between us, that things would turn out better then this for him.
I... don't really know what I feel right now. Im kinda blank. Swiped clean. It hurts my head to even try to process. I just... really hope Im here for the funeral or the wake or something. Or I have to visit him, I dont even know what the hours are or whats happening. I wish this wasn't stuff I had to try to figure out.
Its very... disorienting.
I could also be distracted. Jesse called me and told me that James family has decided to take him off life support. If Karrie, his ex-wife approves then they are going to pull the plug as it were. This is all very surreal to me. I worked with the guy for a year, sure, we ended horribly and I had personal problems with him that I could talk your ears off about for an hour... but I knew he was trying to be a good guy at some points. Not eveything he did was to screw other people, he just handled situations badly, as is proven by his decition in doing this.
James wasn't my favorite person. Everyone has both good and bad lights shed upon them, but he was the first to give me a job in comics. I put my blood sweat and tears in to Hub, and even though its been like three years I still liked it there. I still hoped, even though shit was bad between us, that things would turn out better then this for him.
I... don't really know what I feel right now. Im kinda blank. Swiped clean. It hurts my head to even try to process. I just... really hope Im here for the funeral or the wake or something. Or I have to visit him, I dont even know what the hours are or whats happening. I wish this wasn't stuff I had to try to figure out.
Its very... disorienting.