I seriously have the worst fucking luck. I try really happy to stay positive and be happy but things just seem to fuck me over none the less. And im SICK OF IT.
I try hard to be a good friend and I get boned in the end. I WANT TO STOP CAAAAARRRING SO FUCKING MUUUUUCCCHHH. AUUUUUUUGGGGGH.
Anyways:
So as you all must know even though Ive had my ups and downs with my Job at Exotic flowers, I still love the shit out of working there cause it makes me happy. I love making flower arrangements, working in Boston is awesome, being in a big touristy area is a lot of fun. The big green house and all the other shops in Faneiul Hall are rented from a company in boston. Every few years the company will sell the contracts to another company and theyll be in charge of the contracts then. Well, like everyone else, we rent from these guys. We dont own the glass green house, we just borrow it.
Apparently my Boss has been trying to talk to the company about renewing our lease and no one has been calling him back.Talking to him. ANYTHING. They just ignored him and finally yesterday he was able to get a hold of them. The company from Maryland informed them that they do not want Exotic Flowers in Faniuel hall anymore, nor do they want any other mom and pop stores there. Like Boston Marathon is closing down. And others. So, what comes of this you may ask?
We're closing offically on the 31st of May. Two fucking weeks. I had planned to stay at this place for at least a few more months, save my money see if I can find a way to go to Europe . But no, instead Now two weeks before I go to Texas Im gonna have to start looking for another job. I know, I know, one door closes another one opens, but Im tired. I dont want to have to go to all these different flower shops and try to sell myself. Convince people to hire me. Luckily I'm getting severance pay for the two weeks im on Vaca cause this is all so last minute. And im getting about 60 hrs for the next two weeks, so ill get paid for that two weeks later. So thats nice.
Im just really really tired. Uuugggh, i just want to sleep and be done with it aaallll.
Also, anyone wanna beta the SPN fic im gonna write?
ALSO ALSO , enjoy this :
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The only thing i dont like is the dialogue right after the song ends. Its awkwardly placed.