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today i went tanning (look thinner when tanned - check)
i had:
- a v8
- a stirfry with only veggies and noodles (left most of the noodles)
- diet coke
- sparkling citrus drink (0 cal)
- handful of pinenuts
it's snacking that is getting to me... it's the handful of almonds here, and the popcorn there that are terrible... because you think it's fine... but it adds up.
damn it.
i have two exams tomorrow, and one on thursday... i'm just so exhausted. i'm sick of school, i hate my program so so much. i know i only have 4 months left... well... 4 and a half... but i hate every second of ever class i have to be in. i hate my job - i hate RAing here. it's the worst thing i have ever had to be a part of. the staff is terrible, my boss does not support us at all... there is nothing good about it. i have no friends anymore. i lost them all.
life has hit a low. i need to start controlling myself.
get ahold of yourself for crying out loud!!
i had:
- a v8
- a stirfry with only veggies and noodles (left most of the noodles)
- diet coke
- sparkling citrus drink (0 cal)
- handful of pinenuts
it's snacking that is getting to me... it's the handful of almonds here, and the popcorn there that are terrible... because you think it's fine... but it adds up.
damn it.
i have two exams tomorrow, and one on thursday... i'm just so exhausted. i'm sick of school, i hate my program so so much. i know i only have 4 months left... well... 4 and a half... but i hate every second of ever class i have to be in. i hate my job - i hate RAing here. it's the worst thing i have ever had to be a part of. the staff is terrible, my boss does not support us at all... there is nothing good about it. i have no friends anymore. i lost them all.
life has hit a low. i need to start controlling myself.
get ahold of yourself for crying out loud!!