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i always mean to update this thing durring the day, when my mind is at its most alert state
but then time goes on, and here i am, updating it right before i go to bed, when half of my thoughts have already left my head
oh well.....
ive come to the realization that i can be an emo bitch too, and i need to keep a leash on that, maybe?
winter olympics? not as cool as they seemed 4 years ago
does time fade everything like that?
certianly not the big lebowski, saw that for the 1st time about 4 years ago, its still my favorite movie, i guess, i dont really like to pick favorites, but if i had to ....
i finished my floors for the most part, it actually took just as long to do the floors as it did replace the trim and put in the 1/4 round that borders the floor, meh
europe, is seeming more and more a realistic goal and its getting closer, tommorow im going to photograph and sell my ork army (nerd nerd) i have put countless hours into the little green bastards, and i tried so hard to win a painting award with them, but i never got it, and i guess i never will, all that work, for nothing..... no, for europe, and a month with erin :)
i still get jealous when she says shes moving away to be with camp happy days, and the people of the camp, and to go to a school i know nothing about, i know i shouldnt, but it makes me feel insignifgant within the whole scheme of life, and i dont like feeling that way, oh well, ill just have to get over that fact
valentines day is comming up, i am making a bunch of secret stuff, should be nice, although both me and erin have to work, meh? money money, europe? italy? beaches in may? ill just think of that while i work..
im applying to SCAD in savanah/atlanta ga, might change my major to advertisting design/photography/graphic design, i dont know, i have alot to consider... i love cars, i love the evolution of the machine, and i love designing things to do with cars, but its kind of a limited field, and i dont want to put all my cards in a sinking ship if the auto industry goes south, and i dont think its likeley it will, but i want ot leave me some outs, and i dont want to work in detroit......... I WONT LIVE IN DETROIT FOR ANYTHING BUT SCHOOL, F>>>> THAT!
so, savanah seems like a good alternative, maybe they can give me some $$$$$$ too, i do have some maddd skills, although i dont seem to be as sharp as i used to
I havent felt like a man latley, more like a quasi boy, maybe i just need to..........
well, i guess thats about it, to sum things up, here is a picture of my .....
grandpa's fishing lures
and
me?
and
fathead
but then time goes on, and here i am, updating it right before i go to bed, when half of my thoughts have already left my head
oh well.....
ive come to the realization that i can be an emo bitch too, and i need to keep a leash on that, maybe?
winter olympics? not as cool as they seemed 4 years ago
does time fade everything like that?
certianly not the big lebowski, saw that for the 1st time about 4 years ago, its still my favorite movie, i guess, i dont really like to pick favorites, but if i had to ....
i finished my floors for the most part, it actually took just as long to do the floors as it did replace the trim and put in the 1/4 round that borders the floor, meh
europe, is seeming more and more a realistic goal and its getting closer, tommorow im going to photograph and sell my ork army (nerd nerd) i have put countless hours into the little green bastards, and i tried so hard to win a painting award with them, but i never got it, and i guess i never will, all that work, for nothing..... no, for europe, and a month with erin :)
i still get jealous when she says shes moving away to be with camp happy days, and the people of the camp, and to go to a school i know nothing about, i know i shouldnt, but it makes me feel insignifgant within the whole scheme of life, and i dont like feeling that way, oh well, ill just have to get over that fact
valentines day is comming up, i am making a bunch of secret stuff, should be nice, although both me and erin have to work, meh? money money, europe? italy? beaches in may? ill just think of that while i work..
im applying to SCAD in savanah/atlanta ga, might change my major to advertisting design/photography/graphic design, i dont know, i have alot to consider... i love cars, i love the evolution of the machine, and i love designing things to do with cars, but its kind of a limited field, and i dont want to put all my cards in a sinking ship if the auto industry goes south, and i dont think its likeley it will, but i want ot leave me some outs, and i dont want to work in detroit......... I WONT LIVE IN DETROIT FOR ANYTHING BUT SCHOOL, F>>>> THAT!
so, savanah seems like a good alternative, maybe they can give me some $$$$$$ too, i do have some maddd skills, although i dont seem to be as sharp as i used to
I havent felt like a man latley, more like a quasi boy, maybe i just need to..........
well, i guess thats about it, to sum things up, here is a picture of my .....
grandpa's fishing lures
and
me?
and
fathead