I dont say enough
in this journal, it is mine, yet im afraid to type in it, if even at a subconceous level because it is still public, and eyes watch me, oh well, forget fear, its all perception of events.....
im really liking this girl, shes very interesting when shes not in her shell, id like to think everyone is like this at heart, that everyone is a good hearted individual, but at one point their mask becomes permanent, but at the end vader was a jedi.... but anne frank still died, so im not putting on a mask anymore, im just going to be me, i dont want to do things that i dont want to, or are not myself so that others will accecpt me.
tommorow is black friday, and im not going to buy any material objects, just food, and probably entrance to the 2005 auto show at the orange county convention center
it occured to me that im not a material girl in a material world, i dont want expensive or flashy items, i just want to be myself, i dont care about cost, all the big ticket items i want, are just tools that alow me to do other things, like cameras, or fast cars i can race..., but maybee thats just another form of perception im using on myself or others to make me feel above them? who knows, i cant judge myself, i have a biased opinion.
turkey is dry, and rates about a 6 on the 1-10 tasty scale, but ill be damned if stuffing and cranberry sauce dosent make up for that
that is all for now, im just going to think of her while i fall asleep and watch corrupt television, not moraly corrupt but corruption by corprate goals and advertising, everywhere
eekk i almost lost this message by clicking on a link~
im really liking this girl, shes very interesting when shes not in her shell, id like to think everyone is like this at heart, that everyone is a good hearted individual, but at one point their mask becomes permanent, but at the end vader was a jedi.... but anne frank still died, so im not putting on a mask anymore, im just going to be me, i dont want to do things that i dont want to, or are not myself so that others will accecpt me.
tommorow is black friday, and im not going to buy any material objects, just food, and probably entrance to the 2005 auto show at the orange county convention center
it occured to me that im not a material girl in a material world, i dont want expensive or flashy items, i just want to be myself, i dont care about cost, all the big ticket items i want, are just tools that alow me to do other things, like cameras, or fast cars i can race..., but maybee thats just another form of perception im using on myself or others to make me feel above them? who knows, i cant judge myself, i have a biased opinion.
turkey is dry, and rates about a 6 on the 1-10 tasty scale, but ill be damned if stuffing and cranberry sauce dosent make up for that
that is all for now, im just going to think of her while i fall asleep and watch corrupt television, not moraly corrupt but corruption by corprate goals and advertising, everywhere
eekk i almost lost this message by clicking on a link~