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first up. WORLD CUP!! i can't believe its over. since monday, i have been sleeping past 6, waking up disorientated and i have no idea what i'm going to have distract me now. and i need a lot of distracting. wow. what a final. i was bittlerly disappointed when all the teams i was supporting had to leave (ie germany, brazil, australia, netherlands, argentina, ukraine, england and portugal). ALL of them. and then i wanted france to win because i absolutely adore zinadine zidane (zizu). and france didnt win. im so mad at materazzi. i support zidane, i mean i dont know if i could control myself if someone said some pretty harsh things (zidane wouldnt have gotten so worked up if it wasnt harsh, he's really professional), especially after almost two hours of playing football and stress. so yes, even after everything, i completely admire zindane.
i hate penalties. i always have. i know theyre the most practical way of finishing an ongoing game (continuing playing until a goal is scored is impractical, as they players would be exhausted to death) but i hate them none the less. i hate the tension, the knot in my stomach. i have trouble breathing during penalties. but it was a great match played by two great teams. although germany were better. i love germany. i really love the world cup. hope we get it in 1018. where ever i am, i will be sure to make it home and go to as many matches as i can, and if not, fed square.
so now football fever has died down, zidane is making the most of his infamy and im stuck in a decidedly colourless world. i still have fanfic!!
im also incredibly angry and disappointed in the israel-palestine issue.
I don't know. im a bit lost at the moment. i hate it when im upset and stressed, i have trouble breathing. so its actually funny when im sitting in class taking these deep breaths. yeah im panting for that incredibly hot picture of Lorenzo de Medici (coughrightcough). i dont know. hopefully things will get better. maybe not. life will have its downs, and this is one of them. it'll go up some time.
anyway im feeling maudlin now. *shurgs* might as well read fanfic
i hate penalties. i always have. i know theyre the most practical way of finishing an ongoing game (continuing playing until a goal is scored is impractical, as they players would be exhausted to death) but i hate them none the less. i hate the tension, the knot in my stomach. i have trouble breathing during penalties. but it was a great match played by two great teams. although germany were better. i love germany. i really love the world cup. hope we get it in 1018. where ever i am, i will be sure to make it home and go to as many matches as i can, and if not, fed square.
so now football fever has died down, zidane is making the most of his infamy and im stuck in a decidedly colourless world. i still have fanfic!!
im also incredibly angry and disappointed in the israel-palestine issue.
I don't know. im a bit lost at the moment. i hate it when im upset and stressed, i have trouble breathing. so its actually funny when im sitting in class taking these deep breaths. yeah im panting for that incredibly hot picture of Lorenzo de Medici (coughrightcough). i dont know. hopefully things will get better. maybe not. life will have its downs, and this is one of them. it'll go up some time.
anyway im feeling maudlin now. *shurgs* might as well read fanfic