Dec 12, 2002 23:19
and after a horrible and negative day i have this feeling, i want to kiss everyone, on cheek and girls on lips maybe, some girls. and feeling, it's only a feeling but a step toward something more real i think. and it matters something yes it does. the loveliest feeling! girls can't describe it better and boys don't understand.
and i made pancakes, and i think they'll keep my stomach full for tomorrow. i wish. i'm so tired of eating and so tired of being so tired all the time because i don't have time to sleep enough and i can't seem to keep my eyes open in school. emotional hibernation and it seems to turn into physical at times. though i dislike that expression for some reason. emotional hibernation i mean.