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i'm trying so hard not to be depressed, but maybe these days are meant to be broken. maybe i just have to wait until something happens or maybe there's something that needs to be forgotten. but there's nothing else now, and it's nothing no matter how pretentious it sounds. i had so beautiful dreams last night and in the morning i knew i could decide myself, what i want, and what i feel, i could pick my feelings, and decide not to cry.