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when i woke up, there was that feeling, that something terrible will happen soon. i have that feeling in my dreams always, no matter what i'm dreaming of. maybe i didn't really wake up yet, i wish. i had a dream that no-one really cared. such a sad dream. and i don't know what i could do today. i don't know. maybe i have done something terribly wrong. or said something i shouldn't have said. it's hard to forgive yourself if you don't know the reason. or something, i don't know.
