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i wish it was tomorrow, these exams make me so exhausted and angry and i'm in a bad mood and at times far too excited and i'm full of energy and then i come crashing down and it's very uncomfortable. and there's so much everything in my mind that just doesn't belong there, so much "if - i could be happy" thoughts, and i'm just getting tired with them. and with everything at the moment i think. there are so many things i can't say aloud anymore, i don't allow myself to say aloud but what's the difference between words and emotions after all. i don't know, i don't care.