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[imperfectwhims]

so long ago
remember when i thought deepest darkest secrets were only to be shared on the internet?
if you'll scroll through the comments you'll see this is where it all began to suck. ha ha

Comments

[omiome]

heather, i don't mean this to be malicious, but if you're over stewart, then why do you do things like this? you'd have to actually go back to your other journal and search for that. and then make another post about him. i just don't see the point.

[imperfectwhims]

actually i didn't, someone else pointed it out and i posted it.
but thanks for bringing it up. obviously there's more animosity there than i thought.

[omiome]

no, i have no animosity towards you. i told you how i felt towards you in my email.
i told you i wasn't trying to be malicious, and i'm sorry if you felt defensive because of what i said. i just didn't understand why you would do that. but i don't see why my comment would be interpreted as hostile.

[omiome]

i don't even know what i would be hostile about.
the fact that you dated him? he has exes and i do too. so does everyone. i don't know why i'd care about that. i don't care about that.
i've always liked you, heather. i wasn't trying to be mean.

[imperfectwhims]

it was, just because you accused me of not being over him, and i think its quite obvious i am.
i talked with a friend online the other night about my old journal, and my post with 100 things about me... when i was naive enough to put all of myself out there, and she noticed his first comment was on that. i made a remark about that being the moment things began to go to shit, and she thought it was funny. i posted about it because i thought a few other people (i'm sure you can understand who) would find that humorous as well.
i don't appreciate you saying i'm not over him just because i'm capable of reminiscing, and i don't think that goes along well with anything you said in your reply email. again though, whatever. i'm not into the internet drama, i'm not into justifying myself for what i do on here, and i don't take it seriously enough for you to. i see no reason for any of that to be said... but since you said it, just know it made me uncomfortable.

[omiome]

i didn't say you weren't over stewart. i asked why you felt the need to keep posting those things. that doesn't mean that i didn't mean anything i said in my email. i didn't accuse you of anything. i think that's kind of a strong thing to say. i never meant to hurt your feelings and i'm sorry if i did.
i've been civil and even nice to you. if people are determined to think i'm being hostile, i guess there's nothing more i can do about that.
i didn't mean to imply anything about you being over him or start any internet drama by asking why you were posting those things. i just didn't jump straight to the conclusion that you felt it would be group fun to laugh at him, since you're not usually the one to be like that.

[imperfectwhims]

no, and i didn't take it as hositility so much as just unneccesary. it just seemed like a way to start drama, and its no good.
and the 'group' is definitely not an issue anymore. i'll keep you posted there.
anyhow, everything's good in this hood if it is in yours. <3youknow.

[omiome]

yesyes :)