Sep 01, 2008 19:23
Everything is different. I hate where my life is headed. I feel like, I need to get away. From everyone. I feel like I'm being judged. I feel like everyone I know is keeping secrets. I feel like...everyone is just friends with me to ruin my life. I cant help feeling this way. Anyone can tell me its not true, but I wont believe it. Not until I can see the difference.
Everyone is changing, and I feel like I am too. Not in a good way though. I dont wanna be myself. I wish I was someone else for a change. That my life was perfect. That I was doing what I wanted to do. I know, a lot of people wish that. But I'm wishing that more than ever right now.