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So....I was thinking a lot these past few days. I watched this movie "The Bourne Ultimatum"...and it made me ask my dad a lot of questions. Like...how would you get involved with the CIA? Do they really do crazy things like that, without anyone knowing? And my dad said the only way they take anyone in to CIA is they have to serve. Like..in the military. Navy. Army. Air Force. And chances are slim to none. He also said they do those crazy things. Like..track people's phones. Who they call. What time. Where they go. Things like that. It was watching this movie, that made me want to go to the Navy. The dream I had when I was about 14-16. Before I got into the music scene. I thought, and thought, and thought about it, and realized..WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING?! Nothing against the Navy, but why would I want to do that?! Thats like..the easy way out of life. In my opinion, anyway. That would be giving up on all my dreams. And all my plans for the future. Owning my own venue. Moving to LA with my sister in 3 years. Being famous. EVERYTHING! Everything I ever wanted to do, would have to be stopped. Halted. I would be just plain depressed. Yeah...if I went to the Navy, I would be set for life. But...why? That's so easy. I want to work toward my life goals.
Jeez...if anyone ever catches me thinking about doing something with my life, that doesn't involve music. Please just slap me. Music is my life. I will accomplish it. I just know it. I just have to wait a little longer than others.
Jeez...if anyone ever catches me thinking about doing something with my life, that doesn't involve music. Please just slap me. Music is my life. I will accomplish it. I just know it. I just have to wait a little longer than others.