reading old entries
it's like pulling out old demons and seeing if they'll still haunt. i find it very interesting to read my old entries. Sophomore year of college... it was such a hard time for me, at the time. i struggled with so much, most of it inside me. To read it now with 5 years' distance, it's no trouble at all. i can recall those times without anxiety or pain, and i'm glad it's over. There are some friends i was very close to then that have grown much more distant as time has passed, and that makes me sad. And there are some friendships that have only gotten stronger since then.
and also striking is to realize that we, all of us, no longer live our lives on livejournal. this was my main avenue of conversation with my friends for a very long time, and i have to say i'm glad this angsty and depressed past of mine can stay here while i keep moving on and past and growing older.
But, dear old friends? i miss you.
and also striking is to realize that we, all of us, no longer live our lives on livejournal. this was my main avenue of conversation with my friends for a very long time, and i have to say i'm glad this angsty and depressed past of mine can stay here while i keep moving on and past and growing older.
But, dear old friends? i miss you.