it's over
i can't believe that camp is over. the last group of guests just left, and now we've got clean up, party, and i'm leaving this weekend. I'm going to have trouble saying goodbye, i'm going to miss this place. I came here thinking this would be a one time thing, something to pass the time and postpone the start of real life. but now i'm thinking that i can't imagine not coming back. I want to come back next year, see what it's like the second time around. I think my brother should come, it'd be good for him, and he'd be a great addition to this place. i think laura would be a better program coordinator than we had this year. lee says you should apply, with your experience, they'd definitely consider you even without the previous experience here. though you'd have to do it early, the program people get here earlier than everyone else.
and if i'm still in my current relationship next year, it's going to be hard to spend another summer like this one, so far apart.
but this is all hypothetical.
i'm comforted by the knowledge taht i'll probably see a lot of these people again. and if i ever go back to england, which i hope to do, i'll have places to stay all the way up and down the country.
i feel like this place is a part of me now. i know it's time for it to end, but i don't know how to say goodbye.
and if i'm still in my current relationship next year, it's going to be hard to spend another summer like this one, so far apart.
but this is all hypothetical.
i'm comforted by the knowledge taht i'll probably see a lot of these people again. and if i ever go back to england, which i hope to do, i'll have places to stay all the way up and down the country.
i feel like this place is a part of me now. i know it's time for it to end, but i don't know how to say goodbye.