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7 years ago i lost one of my dearest friends.
krystal died on sept 6 2003.
i didnt find out till the 8th.
i was out of town at a wedding.
i remember feeling so guilty that i was at a wedding literally while my friend died.
:(
some years its easy...to just note time passing.
this year was not one of those.
i spent most of monday in tears.
so much has changed.
and i ache to share it with her.
i miss her.
and i wish she was only a plane ride away.
it used to see so far.
but what i wouldnt give to have those 2000 miles back.
:(
krystal died on sept 6 2003.
i didnt find out till the 8th.
i was out of town at a wedding.
i remember feeling so guilty that i was at a wedding literally while my friend died.
:(
some years its easy...to just note time passing.
this year was not one of those.
i spent most of monday in tears.
so much has changed.
and i ache to share it with her.
i miss her.
and i wish she was only a plane ride away.
it used to see so far.
but what i wouldnt give to have those 2000 miles back.
:(