I wrote this..dont make fun i know i suck but, shhh.
"You feel the gun sinking through your thoughts into your hand, My love for you is like an insufficient heartbeat carving across your face with a knife "Goodbye, farewell, Ill forever miss you" as you walked away and i dissapeard.
In time noone really realizes reality is not everything we had hoped for. The population of heartbreaks is increasing and im just fading further away from you. Please tell me that their is hope, that you will be there in the end. But as i start to become more of nothing, your lies become everything. I waited, I hoped, but nothing ever works out as planned. Goodbye dear, as these tears will never decide to stop, i wish you the best, dance the night away love, as i sit here with you cutting at my heart."
what do you think? I say dont tell me if it sucks, because that would make me sad. just gently be like "oh..its ok..i guess" haha..:-/
-rachael-
P.S. chris talked to me today...
"We should get back together..this weekend" haha i miss him like woah. the very first boy I loved, the first loves hit the hardest? heh..thats not true..the most recent boy hit the hardest..it was a bit odd...and hurtfull. :(
chris asked me to be with him, again. I dunno what to say cuz i just keep getting muh poor little heart shattered, and i still have feelings for josh..but i dunno..i know he doesnt like me anymore..but chris.its so weird..ah, god, im so confused.
In time noone really realizes reality is not everything we had hoped for. The population of heartbreaks is increasing and im just fading further away from you. Please tell me that their is hope, that you will be there in the end. But as i start to become more of nothing, your lies become everything. I waited, I hoped, but nothing ever works out as planned. Goodbye dear, as these tears will never decide to stop, i wish you the best, dance the night away love, as i sit here with you cutting at my heart."
what do you think? I say dont tell me if it sucks, because that would make me sad. just gently be like "oh..its ok..i guess" haha..:-/
-rachael-
P.S. chris talked to me today...
"We should get back together..this weekend" haha i miss him like woah. the very first boy I loved, the first loves hit the hardest? heh..thats not true..the most recent boy hit the hardest..it was a bit odd...and hurtfull. :(
chris asked me to be with him, again. I dunno what to say cuz i just keep getting muh poor little heart shattered, and i still have feelings for josh..but i dunno..i know he doesnt like me anymore..but chris.its so weird..ah, god, im so confused.